completed my first week of attachment successfully without any major problems caused by me…thank god but from the gossips i managed to hear at the nurses counter (youuknowmeisverykepo), there is gonna be alot of work for us next week due to a certain someone-not-to-be-named hahahhaa. sounds so mysterious right but lets hope everything goes alright and the next 2 weeks breeze through with no hiccups. friday was ok except we have to attend a lecture at the last hour so me being me nearly ended up sleeping but i managed to stay awake thru the tough times..hahaha..
anw my leg is injured once again due to unknown reason and its hurting badly, lets hope we can fast forward to my appointment date so that i can find out what is really wrong and hopes for a better tmr. i always wondered why does it have to be me that this kind of things happened. not trying to make it seems that i am self-centered or selfish but this is my opinion. if only you know what i have been through, than maybe you can see what i am seeing now. from young i wasn’t born perfectly healthy and i grew up weak and troubles comes one after another. this is gods way of testing me, cos he knows that his subject is strong enough to overcome all obstacles there is but an inkling of me just wished that i could have a break. just a short break and than i will be ready once again to move forward stronger. haha…ameeen. hope its alright and i grew up strong and be someone i can be proud of. hehe..
anw here is lyrics to a song..part of it sinceĀ feel that this part really, really, really…i dunno just clicked? you guys decide but i just feel right and sad whenever i read it…
That man is very shy
So he learned how to laugh
There is so much that can’t be said even amongst close friends
That man’s heart is full of scars
So that man
Loved you because you were the same
Just another fool
Just another fool
Is it wrong to ask you to hold me once before you leave?
I want to be loved..its true
hold me once before you leave? hearing this just..lets just move on to the next chapter shall we…goodnight all…